Yes! This is it!
After craming for about two weeks.
Memorizing all those words that I've never heard of.
Going everywhere (walmart, dillons, the mall, and practically everywhere) with my notecards, vocabulary lists and my gigantic GRE books just so that I feel better.
Practicing the math problems.
Pulling my hair.
Scratching my head.
Having nightmares about being late for the test, getting a very low score and even missing the test itself.
Screaming.
Giving up.
Praying.
Scratching my head.
Screaming.
Giving up.
Praying.
Almost crying.
Giving up.
Praying.
Screaming again.
Almost crying again.
Giving up again.
And, praying again.
This is it! Yeap, this is it! I'm taking the test in about an hour. Am I ready? Absolutely not!
Do I remember all the words that I memorized? Definetely not.
Am I comfortable with the math yet? Of course not.
But, for some reason I just have the peace in my heart. And I know that God has given me that peace. I know that He's with me no matter what. So, even if I don't do well later, I have the assurance that all is well in Him!
Thank you very much, The Mission for your endless love, supports and prayers. Thank you my other friends for putting up with me when I was grouchy, irritating, and irascible (here comes my GRE word!! haha!)!! So once again, this is it, guys!!!!
I'm going to the battlefield shortly!
Tata!
Monday, January 02, 2006
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